Wrapped

I admitted to Mark last night that Milo has officially got me wrapped around his little finger. I have loved him beyond words since the day he was born but lately... well, lately I look at him and love him so much that my insides melt. I think it has to do with his distinct little personality that is evolving. He is communicating so much more and I love to see those big brown eyes take in the world around him.

I understand now what they mean when they say your child has you "wrapped around their finger." They mean that you want to give your baby anything in the world as long as you see their smile in return. They mean that you want to protect them from anything and everything that might ever hurt them. They mean that you want to give them as many kisses and hugs and as much love as they will take. I understand the battle now between giving them everything in the world vs. giving them what they need, protecting them vs. letting them experience the reality of the world. I pray for guidance but plan to err on the side of too many hugs and kisses.